Discombobulated

What I like about Bitterblue is how confused she is, how it feels, to her like everybody else is going crazy. Because she only has these puzzle pieces to try and fit together.  She cant trust anybody, infact slowly, more and more people who are supposed to support and help her are outed as bad guys. 
This is how I feel sometimes too.  She had a small circle of trustworthy friends who she could summon to her side, being queen has its good points. 
Lastnight I had nobody, not one single person I could cry with, or rant at.  I felt alone, like I used too, along time ago.
I did cry, and rant, tho quietly. It didnt make me feel any better. Whats more the person who had made me feel so shit had no idea.  No idea how hurt I felt, how alone.

This is my way, I crawl into my shell and punch and scream silently.
Im tired, forgive my rambling, but blog, you are my only release right now.  I didnt sleep until 5am, and small person woke me at 6.30.  I have faffed about all morning and its going to be along day.

A Book of Truths

After listening to Graceling I loved the narrators voice so much I now talk to myself, in my head, in a soft welsh accent!!!
I was so sad when it finished I downloaded Bitterblue right away. There is another book in this series called Fire, which I will read eventually I just really didnt want to leave Katsa and Poe.

Bitterblue is a slow burner but worth the effort. 

abit of a test

I want to see is creating a seperate account on my laptop will make it easier to log in and out of differenat gmail accounts.  I had thought you could have multiple blogger blogs and post using other names, but I couldnt get that to work so lets see how this goes