Wasteland

I had an interview, for a job I used to do 20 years ago.

I wrote to the shop, I got no reply.
Somebody came to my door and asked me to ring them, they had lost my cv but some people remembered me and where I lived.
So that was really a shock, and I had the interview yesterday.  The woman is lovely, I enjoyed it.  I find out on Saturday.
I dont know if I want it to work out or not!!!
if I get the job, yay! but oh...I will need to be at the shop for 9am and two out of 4 kids need taking to school. M said 'your mam has to help out more' and mam said,' me and dad will try and help out but
not as a regular thing, M has to help out more'
*sigh*

Grave expectations

I have an audiobook t the moment called Tallula Rising.  I am torn between loving it and disparing of it! Its gritty and descriptive which I love, all that flowery writing and emotion.  But its also filthy and sex ridden.  It has alot of language yes and most of it is ok, I dont mind that.  But why must a female warewolf be so driven by sex? Is it because she is part wolf? and animals do come down to instinct?  Or could it just be that the author has stuffed as much sex into the book as possible because that sells.

I do like how the female has issues with emotions and bonding...great we arnt all perfect mothers/angels! 
I do not like the narrators accent, Im sorry but an american accent can be lovely, it can also be harsh, nasely, highpitched and just sickening,  I honestly expected to hear her bubblegum popping!!!
I had  to get over that.

Truth and Maddness

Well I think I am really cracking up Yet again the past is rearing its head. 
I got an email, from fbook, saying that a person Id invited in 2009 has just joined!!! 2009!! eh? Now I did get abit happy, because this person was a really nice friend, thats all I want to say about him.

But Im thinking now that his old email must have been hacked, because why else would he join? I used to get alot of spammy stuff from old emails.  Gaming friends usualy who I recognised the email address.  So its really not that important.  We stopped being friends when I told him that I didnt want the thing that  happened to happen again.  He just assumed...men!  anyway..

I have started writing a book.
Nope not the kids story I said I was going to write, thats still in the pipeline.  Im writing about a victorian lady adventurer who steals an airship and goes on lots of jolly adventures with her robot Basil.  Its not in the usual format, it is written in the form of letters to her daughter. Im enjoying it emensly! hurrrahh!! ( I have only done the prep and two letters so its all still new lol)

PS.  The second book from Elspeth Cooper is not as good as the first Im sad to say.  Tries too hard, skips from one point of view to another and I cant see where it is all going to come together.  Disapointing :(

Dreams

How do you unravel a dream?
I used to dream about a person, I suppose you could call him an ex lover, I used to dream about him when something was up.  Something, like a problem he had, or I dream about him and Id have an email in the morning from him telling me how much he missed me blah blah.
But we have not been in touch for over two years. 
I have not even thought about him or that time in my life for years!

Why did I dream about him last night? Its bothering me because in the dream he just turned up to our house.  My husband let him in like a friend even though he knows a sketchy outline of what happened. 
While he was in our house there was feelings, like, old feelings.  It was just strange and I dont like not knowing.  Even if I wanted to check up on him I couldnt.  He took down his and his wifes blog ages ago.

Anyway its in my brain now so I will have to think on it.

Eggs

I am in pain today. 

My youngest daughter (9) and I went for a 'jog' lastnight. 
We started with 5 mins of fast walking to speed up, then 1 min of run, 1 min off walk for 20 mins. 

IT WAS SERIOUSLY HARD! I havent run for years...many years and many stones lighter might I add.  My trainer was tough on me, and we are going to do it all again on Tuesday maybe.  If my knee recovers because I woke up today and it was stiff, like achy and clicky.  Im sure its ok, just needs a rest.
Anyway I got a new pedomiter thing, because when school starts on Tues I will be walking them back and forth again.  This thing is cool, you have a usb you can plug it into the pc and it downloads the info onto a page.  It logs steps taken 'normal' ,aerobic steps, how many cals you have used, ect. Im very happy with it and Ive only had it for two days!
Have not had a response from the last job application.  I was pretty confident about that too, still, Ill keep looking.
Tonight I realised that Rory from Dr Who is actually rather cute.....googled him and yep...rather cute, but abit odd.