The World

I am back in the world!
I had my interview, got the job, been there a week.
So how do I feel? bloody fantastic!

I had a major wobble (panic attack) but really it was all about how I will work around children still at school.  My mother, has decided to send out all weird signals about how she will help out in an 'emergancy' but is far too busy otherwise.  I was incredibly angry, really felt let down.  I didn't ask her out right to pick up any of the children from school, because I got the feeling before hand how she felt. 
So I have been struggling alittle.  a woman I know from school has been collecting them and I have been picking them up on the way home.  So I have been more worried about that than the Job!

Luckily the two eldest have been coming home and going to school on their own for along time and I have no worries about them.

The job? well it feels like I have gone home, I enjoy it, I find it pretty easy so far.  Last week I was training on the new fangled tills...that's one thing that's changed! lots of new products to learn about.  This week I will be training in the other store, opening up, cashing up, closing up!! gah! figures...Last time I worked there I got to Assistant Manager and regularly managed the store for the lazy sod. But that was a gradual build up over a year or two! not 2 weeks....

Of course I do feel more confidant as a person, its alot different as a 41 year old than a shy 20 year old.

So all said and done I feel like life is finally going my way! My house is a mess, there is no food in the fridge and my legs ache so much I feel 60! but I'm incredibly happy right now.